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Soon and Very Soon.

Today in Sunday service, my pastor P. Joe talked about Acts 3, saying that God is preparing the people for Jesus’ second coming and preparing us to go out and prepare the people. During the message, I confess, I got a little distracted and started thinking of things slightly off-topic. Just slightly. The first point, emphasizing Christ’s return, I started to think of the song “Soon and Very Soon” by Hillsong United. And although I was still listening to P. Joe AND taking notes, mind you, I started to think more about when Jesus is coming back. Then I started to think of Jacob.

Well, earlier today, I taught Sunday school for elementary students. P. Nghieu, who speaks for the primary services (1st through 3rd grade), told a story of Jacob and Esau. The lesson was about talents and using them for God’s glory, and he was using the story as an example of what NOT to do. Well, in Genesis 25:27-34, Jacob uses a talent that God gave him and that Esau lacked to cheat his older brother out of his birthright:

When the boys grew up, Esau was a skillful hunter, a man of the field, while Jacob was a quiet man, dwelling in tents. Isaac loved Esau because he ate of his game, but Rebekah loved Jacob.

Once when Jacob was cooking stew, Esau came in from the field, and he was exhausted. And Esau said to Jacob, “Let me eat some of that red stew, for I am exhausted!” (Therefore his name was called Edom.) Jacob said, “Sell me your birthright now.” Esau said, “I am about to die; of what use is a birthright to me?” Jacob said, “Swear to me now.” So he swore to him and sold his birthright to Jacob. Then Jacob gave Esau bread and lentil stew, and he ate and drank and rose and went his way. Thus Esau despised his birthright. (ESV)

Well, the point of saying that is that Jacob was on my mind, okay? I always thought he was not a good person. But anyways, when I was in worship for my college service, we sang “Give Us Clean Hands” by…Matt Redman? I think. And the last line of the chorus goes, “O God of Jacob.” Jacob AGAIN. Geez. I couldn’t understand why the song calls God the God of Jacob and not Abraham or Moses or Paul or Silas or David or Josiah or someone GOOD (at least, better than Jacob, whose name practically means “deceiver”). Hmm. I dunno. But Jacob was haunting me all day, it seemed. Well, in hindsight, anyways.

So, back to P. Joe’s message. Jesus is coming soon. “Soon and Very Soon.” And then I thought of when Jacob was working for Laban in order to marry Rachel. The Bible says in Genesis 29 that Jacob worked for seven years, “and they seemed to him but a few days because of the love he had for her” (Genesis 29:20). And then he gets LEAH instead, works another seven years that seem like a few days, and finally marries Rachel. So he worked for FOURTEEN dang years ultimately to marry some girl he thought was pretty. And the Bible says that it seemed like a few days. Like, maybe a week? That’s craziness! But the Good Book don’t lie. Jacob probably saw Rachel every so often, if not every day, but he could not totally be with her for fourteen years that seemed like days.

Now, to tie it all together! JESUS is COMING to take His BRIDE. SOON. Jacob loved Rachel so much because she was PRETTY, and look how it distorted his perception of time. We should be totally, unconditionally, UNFATHOMABLY in love with Jesus, the perfect Groom. I think working for God for a day, four months, even fifty years should feel like merely hours to us. Wouldn’t you agree? There’s just not enough time to please God.

And Yet, You Still Love Me (As Long As You Love Me).

Another rewritten lyrics. This time it’s “As Long As You Love Me” by the Backstreet Boys. Apparently they’re still active?


Although loneliness has always been a friend of mine
I’m leavin’ my life in Your hands
People say I’m crazy and that I am blind
But still I know You understand
And how You love me so is still a mystery
I can’t get You out of my head
You don’t care what is written in my history
I know that You’re here with me

God, You know who I am
Where I’m from
What I did
And ohh, You still love me
Who I am
Where I’m from
You know what I did
And yet, You still love me

Every little thing that You have said and done
Feels like it’s deep within me
Doesn’t really matter if I’m on the run
In You I’m forgiven and free

God, You know who I am (who I am)
Where I’m from (where I’m from)
What I did
And ohh, You still love me (God, He knows)
Who I am (who I am)
Where I’m from (where I’m from)
You know what I did
And yet, You still love me (yeah)

I’ve tried to hide it so that no one knows
But I guess it shows
When You look into my heart
What I did and where I’m comin’ from
Lord, You know, and yet, You still love me, Jesus

God, You know who I am (who I am)
Where I’m from (where I’m from)
What I did
And ohh, You still love me (and ohh, You still love me)
Who I am (who I am)
Where I’m from (where I’m from)
You know what I did (yeah)
And yet, You still love me
Who I am (who I am)
Where I’m from
What I did
And ohh, You still love me
Who I am (who I am)
Where I’m from (where I’m from)
And yet, You still love me
Who I am
And ohh, You still love me
What I did (Ohh, He knows)
And yet, my God loves me

Jesus (Baby).

This wasn’t the original purpose of my tumblr, but I like to rewrite lyrics to songs to make them have a Jesus-focus. This is my very first, which Joyce Oh co-wrote. Yay, enjoy. This is to Justin Bieber’s “Baby”.


Ohh wooaah x3
I know God loves me, I know He cares
I’ll pray whenever and He’ll be there
He is my love, He’s in my heart
And we will never ever-ever be apart

He is forever, no I’m not playing
He died for me, that’s what I’m saying
There is no other who can save my life
My Savior will love me for all of time

And now I’m like
Jesus, Jesus, Jesus ooh
Like Jesus, Jesus, Jesus ooh
Like Jesus, Jesus, Jesus ooh
I know You’ll always be mine, mine

For You I will go do whatever
And I just can’t believe that we’re together
And I can’t just play it cool ‘cause that means losing You
I’ll go do anything ‘cause God, You are my King
And I’m in pieces, Jesus fix me
And stay with me and be with me for eternity
I’m going down, down, down, down
And I just can’t believe God’s always gonna be around

And now I’m like
Jesus, Jesus, Jesus ooh
Like Jesus, Jesus, Jesus ooh
Like Jesus, Jesus, Jesus ooh
I know You’ll always be mine, mine

When I was thirteen, I first met Jesus
There is nobody that compares to my Savior
He can’t be beat or defeated
Nobody’ll come between us
His love for me is crazy
Oh I am star struck
He wakes me up daily
Don’t need no Starbucks
He make my heart pound[wwwhhhooo]
And skip a beat when I see Him in the street
And at school, He’s all around
But I really wanna see Him in heaven
You know He got me praising
‘Cause He is so amazing
And His love is unfailing
So I just keep on praying

And now I’m like
Jesus, Jesus, Jesus ooh
Like Jesus, Jesus, Jesus ooh
Like Jesus, Jesus, Jesus ooh
I know You’ll always be mine, mine

(Now I’m all Yours)
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
(Now I’m all Yours)
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
(Now I’m all Yours)
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Now I’m all Yours, Yours, Yours, ooh
I’m Yours

Reminiscing the 90's.

"Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come!"

2 Corinthians 5:17